In 2011, I chose “Possible.” For 2012, “Succeed.” And last
year, “Walking.”
Some years, I admit, it’s a pretty amorphous exercise.
“Possible,” for example, seemed so tentative as to be wishy-washy, and yet it
was just how I felt as the year began. A lot of things were possible, none
certain. If the word has a rather neutral tone, so did my feelings about the
possibilities for the upcoming twelve months. Much that was possible did in
fact transpire.
The word for 2013 was stronger in its meaning but perhaps
mundane: walking. It reflected my acknowledgment that walking, as in going
for walks, was far and away one of my favorite things to do, mundane or not,
and that one focus of the upcoming year had to be a priority on finding time to
take walks.
This year, the word came to me out of the blue: Radiate.
That too may seem like a strange word, compared to the more typical choices –
the ones that hundreds of participants to the One Little Word challenge submit
to the website – words like Inspire, Simplicity, Joy, Acceptance, Hope.
“Radiate” sounds a little bit like “radiation,” which seldom has very auspicious
connotations. But “Radiate” is what I feel like as the year begins. I feel like
this is a year for radiating kindness, radiating generosity, radiating acceptance.
Not holding good things within but sending good things outward, in waves: from
within myself out into the world. Happiness. Contentment. Gratitude. Starting
within, radiating outward, rippling in circles around me, casting an ever-wider
influence.
That may be a lot to hope for in the new year, but at the
moment it feels right. I will try not only to be generous and kind and caring
but also to have those intended attributes radiate from within and cast light
around me. It’s not just a matter of being all of those things; it’s also about
sending them out into the world.
Radiate. A verb this year, whereas other years I’ve had a
gerund – walking – and an adjective – possible. It would be overreaching to
suggest that this is a year for action words. I don’t yet know what this year
will call on me to do or to be. But I am trying to radiate well-being and other
good things as I make my way into 2014.
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